| not using this site anymore ..
since there are too many unwanted visitors =)
I'll shall be at .. www.xanga.com/sleepy_guy lol kidding
no .. its a site that will ease my pain xD |
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| now its time ..
to feel the real pain ..
like I said ..
the real pain comes now ..
now I hv to go through the stuff I went through
in the summer ..
but I'll manage ..
after today .. I'm still me .. after one month .. who knows if I'm gonna be here or not... Its like one of the lines I wrote .. "When he disappeared from the horizontal line .. I realize that he might not be coming back .." maybe one day .. you'll realize .. |
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| sigh ..
so much things happening ...
I still don't get it ..
why are you ppl so caring ..
that just makes it hard for me ..
to be cruel ...
sigh .. so much things to think about ..
whats the next step ? ...
I don't know
I asked what I need to ..
but it makes no difference .. |
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| a question I want to ask ..
I hesistate everyday ..
whether to ask or not ..
T_T ...
sigh ..
what happened ..
why am I so passive ..
why do I feel like I can't do anything |
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| why do I always hurt ppl without realizing ..
I'm relaly stupid aren't I ..
to Jen:
I don't know why I'm doing this ...
I don't know why I'm being so cold to you ..
cause I know .. I'm not suppose to treat you like this
I know that I like you ..
but all I hv been doing is hurting you ..
I know I don't deserve anything ..
but I want you to be happy ..
I know I should be the one thats carrying the burden ..
but it seems like you are ..
I'm sorry ... |
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